Diesel power

Probably the wildest days of my life
I have witnessed and lived so many memorable moments
It's unbelievable

I'm learning to be free
I'm learning how to live again

And it's amazing

After some years

You know that you're partying the right way
When you have scratches and bruises
A sore back and some fun memories

I don't care about tomorrow
But I do care that I have lived in the past 2 months
Like I haven't lived in a long, long time

Sometimes I can't believe it

The Suburbs

After a long, long time
It's nice to be in the spotlight for once

 It really is

Telekinesis - Coast of Carolina

That's what I see
And hear
When I take you home in the morning

BCJ/Uitzineviciu/Stejar

It has been a strong past month
A fast month
4 weeks of heavy drinking, like never seen before
No more painkillers for some time
Still heavy drinking

But I did get time to spend with you
And it has been great

Caprioara

I don't care about your past
As you shouldn't care about mine
I know you've had some shady moments
But I have more
So there's no reason to dig those moments up

Ii este somn caprioarei ?

I don't care what people talk about
I care that I've met you in a moment when I was so close to destroy myself
A moment when I saw no reason to go on and no reason to stop fucking myself up
A great moment for you to ask for a cigarette

A wonderful moment to walk you home
And have fun

Caprioara

Drive

Who's gonna pick you up when you fall ?

I will

Because I fell so much and I jumped back so high

Caprioara

Heavy drinking, heavy laughter
Having a good time, not caring about money or school
Sneezing blood

The fact that I got to take care of you
And sleep in the same bed with you
Worth it

BRD

When left alone in the dark
You gotta pick yourself up and believe

There are some good feelings along the way these days
I hope this one will last
No more second thoughts, no more turnovers

10

Painkillers, alcohol, the sun
Till I collapse

You'll never hear from me again

Busy Bein' Born

Cause what I get ain't half of what I give
and half don't suit me anyway

Maybe I sacrifice to feel like I'm alive
penniless, it's all the same
at least I'll die with a name.

I ain't dead yet

Happy hours

Not really caring for one person years worth of appreciation
But caring for a one nighter appreciation ..

The picture above sums it all up

Who/How/When

Battered and shattered
Who's going to save me soul ?
Because I've been battered and shattered for far too long

I don't know for how long I'll be able to keep the happy face up
The lie that I'm ok with being friends and being happy about it
It doesn't hurt as bad as it did in the past
But it's still a huge load to carry around and lie about

And the fact that I never got a second chance
Never got a second chance even if I changed so much in better in so many ways
For only one person
Is probably why I never really moved on
Because there's always that thought that maybe there was a way to make it work
And since I was never allowed to try
It keeps hanging around in my mind ..

K

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rYEDA3JcQqw&ob=av2e

Asculta ce zice grasa ca zice bine
Ce ma bucur ca au trecut atatia ani si cu mine nu exista un "fresh start"
Sublim
Ce bine ca eu is ala de cacat si care nu intelege


Fine
Be that way
Proabil viata ta e mult mai buna fara mine
Asa sa fie

Concept

Why should you not plan in detail a long term plan ?

You're going to have some bumps along the way
That's where you got to stay with your conviction
Because if you start changing things around because of second guessing
You become a second guesser.

It's a matter of not losing your patience, long term speaking
There may be some kicking and scratching along the way
But you'll be within your concept and you'll be able to get back to where you want to be.

Now do you understand what was I talking to you, lady friend, about ?

O rly ?

Thank God I remember
Everything you don't

Gentleman

When it comes to certain things and invites
It's really frustrating to be the last pick
Or to hear "I don't know, maybe, no, the other place is better"
Really, really annoying sometimes

De altfel, sa ma fut intr-un anumit camin
Si cine pula mea l-a construit
Orice se intampla, caminu ala ii mai bun ca orice

?

Is this the year I make it ?
Is this the year I finally get shit done ?
The year that I feel good about myself ?
It started shitty, but am I going to go on a hot streak like in the past ?
Hot streak that would solve most of my problems ?

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It's nice to hear that you were the best boyfriend ever
Even if she's your ex
It's nice to hear that you're appreciated and that you did something good
And that you have a special relationship and that you are made for one another

You know what the catch is ?
As nice it is
You don't hear it from the person you want
But do you care ?
Sometimes you do, sometimes you feel a little blue ..

Moving

When the new year starts throwing waves of shit in your way
You just gotta punch your way out of it

You, lady friend

In life
Your spirit grows intimate with the pain and the frustration
Even if your will becomes ever more possessed
On the ecstasy of victory

If you let it
That’s just the start
Of what life will do to you

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I’m not a conservative type of person
I’m a "let’s fucking giddy up and go" type of person
Don’t find out how it’s gonna be played
You gotta dictate right away

And put your foot and the fucking gas pedal