From that earth shattering night
Almost five years ago.
The balance in human interactions had shifted
And that the inner demon that plagues every male being
Was and is so much awake in him.
All the random meet-ups, all the scents, all the foreign rooms, the new bodies
The dancing, the talking, the getting to know
The kiss that sealed the deal,
Were never enough and they will never be
As the soul will forever roam thinking if this is the right choice
Since it grows tired of the same perfume
And will forever seek a new one.
If I was scared
I would
And if I was pure
You know I would
And if I was yours
But I'm not
